the young and the hopeless

possible good news!!!

2007-10-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

i have good news!!!!!i think.something suddenly struck me today and i have decided to shift to http://crash-sight.livejournal.com(:LOL although i'm still not sure if i'm going to blog regularly.... hurh....

panda things!!!!!

2007-09-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

first of all, i need to apologize for the sad lack of entries.school has been busy. life has been busy....... which i guess should be more than enough to explain my absence from here."WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING????" you ask.for one, i blew like 60 dollahs in the artbox shop at amk hub (HAHAHAHAHA my first time there. it's pretty huge you know surprisingly.). i bought LOTS and LOTS of panda things!!

THAT time of the year again!

2007-08-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

i just got back a short while ago from med school's dinner&dance(which is not applicable to me since there wasn't any dancing involved on my part at all zzzz) AND i am feeling quite high!!!SOOi shall do a birthday wishlist!!!!!!! (GASP)please note that items are NOT compulsory as presents, and presents themselves are not compulsory!a simple text/msg will suffice (: hohohoho this is just to make

random unexpected severe trauma

2007-08-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS MORNING a TOTALLY RANDOM TRAUMATIC THING HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!!!you will NEVER EVER EVER EVER be able to guess what happened. unless you're dumbledore. but i doubt it.anyway what happened was...............i was happily making my way to school bright and early in the morning (was running a little late actually), and as i was walking under this block of flats, a man passed me.nothing

2007-08-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

oh look i survived a week in medical school!it's just been a ... pretty crazy and hectic week and i had alot of crap to blog about.... just that i didn't have the time cos the past week had a really shitty schedule.....i've been running into more people than i used to in law school. well, DUH! since law school is pretty much on its own far far away in bukit timah but the kent ridge campus is

oh wow, school. and mind games.

2007-08-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAHA i am having such a fantastic night before the first day of med school (a.k.a. first day of the rest of my life)!!!!this afternoon i happily decided to check my timetable and shit for the rest of this week....... and this is what i discovered:1. monday - ending at 6+++. this is kinda expected cos there's some dean's talk.... welcome thingum which i assumed meant that it would be the only LATE

saying goodbye to memo saturdays

2007-08-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

so i decided to clean my room today to prepare for school which begins in a day.i'm not sure... i'm really ready yet.i'm still in a holiday mood, wanting to sleep away my days.it's scary how i'm not really making a hugeeee effort to hang out with the med school og. i didn't even see them at all this entire week....i guess i just keep thinking there's gonna be 5 more years so....i don't know

me!

2007-08-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

i present to you.................. (with bated breath now everybody...!)TADA!!!!!!LOLOL this photo is damn funny don't you think? it's freaking retarded HAHAHAHAHAJUST LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!!represent.p.s. i will only ever get molested by a crab. and a toy one at that.............

SECRET

2007-08-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

i won't tell you what happened in jay chou's new movie 'secret'BECAUSE IT IS CLEARLY A SECRET!!!!!!!! as indicated by the movie title.so please go watch it yourself!!!!! (gasp)it is really pretty stunning.. so yes. go watch go watch!!!!!p.s. tomorrow my Very Strict Diet Regime begins till December.i have let myself go for far tooo long........ zz

now it's done

2007-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

today my 2 cousins and i signed our names on 6 sheets of paper which effectively sealed my fate for the next 10 years.somehow even after some 2 months have passed since i first saw that i'd been offered a place in medical school, it still hasn't sunk in yet.it did sink in a little today though.i remember having to write my name and the names of my cousins on the bond papers and hearing the

O M G ! ! ! ! !

2007-07-26T20:15:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK!!!!!from my super super super duper long hiatus....LOL i don't think anybody checks this now. it has probably long been classified under one of those blogs that just aren't updated anymore due to their owners being lazy asses or otherwise.BUT I AM BACK!!!!!!!!after holding my silence for 2 months i am finally back here.i think it must be cause voldemort is dead now. MUST BE.i can't even

been a month since the summer hols began...

2007-06-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

lazy!that's why i haven't been blogging.will be grounding myself next week so that i can curb the spending.. seriously it is too much. ):HURH. what an extremely short entry that is a result of my pure laziness..

repeat after me please

2007-05-14T10:11:00.000+08:00

you do not mess with me.i am not an idiotthere for the takingHOHO serious lack of entries because i am too busy letting all my days meld into one endlessly long day of fun and nothingness and crazy shityay final fantasy 12! and the spare tv which my dad has kindly moved into my room and is now sitting on my study table (ex-study table. to be revived when the new school year starts. there's no

let's not waste all that sunlight

2007-05-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

IT IS A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!complete with blue sky fluffy white clouds green grass the works!!!!!!!!!!!!!exactly like last sunday except the circumstances have changed nowyipppeeeee!i keep feeling this intense urge to chiong out and lie on the grass to soak up the sun or something (:i am a bit mad. cos i'm just feeling wistful for all the wasted sunlight (: hahahahaand then i

SUMMER HOLS LOVE <3

2007-05-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

it's wonderful if your birthday's the 12th of december!cause in year 2012 you'll be able to celebrate your birthday on 12/12/12!!!!!!!yea random because i've got a friend whose birthday is the 7th of july so this year he gets to do it on the 07/07/07!!!!!!!and i was just thinking it's EVEN cooler if your birthday's 12th of december cos... you will be one of the last batch of people to be able to

!!!!!

2007-05-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

FUCKINGHELLHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAyup it's over.there's still a dream left to pursue later.so...go me!hoho.

the stakes stacked up so high, precariously so

2007-05-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is a day of crazy stakes.in the morning i've got a paper that's 100%: worth 8 credits in total.define make or break.in the afternoon, i've got my last shot at changing my life, reaching my dream.sounds corny but no matter whatit has got to be my best shot.make or break, make or break.tomorrow afternoon 4-4.30pm, is the point in time when my life will either keep going straight the way it

dingdongdingdong last day!!!!

2007-05-03T15:42:00.000+08:00

LIVE THROUGH TODAY, AND TOMORROW WILL COMEAND THEN WE WILL PARTYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!after my paper tomorrow when i come home i shall have this entry with only expletives.expressed in an euphoric manner of course.

2007-05-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

today, while i was on my way to tuition, i realised that there were no kids around on the bus.then the horrific realization hit me.TODAY IS LABOUR DAY WTF SO NO SCHOOL + NO WORK = RELACKJACK DAY!except for us.sian.

2007-04-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

uhmy brainisimploding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!or is it just the inside of the top part of my head?:Dsiao.p.s. i looked out my window and discovered (with mild shock actually. i have no idea why!) that it is a freaking beautiful day!!!!! (: all birds chirping grass is green and blue skies with drifty white clouds and whatnot. (:too bad i am stuck at home WTFFFFFFFFFf sigh.

sick!!!!!!11

2007-04-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

i just realised that i'm a sick shit!!!!on an average day the past 2 weeks (and next week too) i have been cooped up in my room for 20 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!that's 20 out of 24 yo!i am truly, wickedly, grossly, sick.what to do?still cannot finish studying leh.if i could, i would like to have enough time to read mckendrick contract law text, cases and materials from cover to cover, twice.that would

dean tan says hi!

2007-04-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

Dear law students,My apologies for this belated message as I was away. I want to wish all of you the very best in your exams. Don't get overly stressed as good grades, while helpful, are neither a necessary nor a sufficient measure for future success.With best wishes, Tan CHthanks dean tan!good to know that you won't judge us (me) for our (my) shitty grades!!!!!thanks again!it's comforting to

! stop raining! stop the exams! AH! OMGz.

2007-04-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

SIAN DIAO.WAHLAUhais.and if you have a minute why don't we gotalk about it somewhere only we knowthis could be the end of everythingso why don't we gosomewhere only we know?somewhere only we knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

exam day 1!

2007-04-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

exam day 1!!!!!it was fantabulous. my venue was the seminar room with the long... bench tables like thingums.then there were these 2 very extra and SPECIAL tables (like you know the usual classroom individual table kind??) at the top corners of the seminar room.almost like the tables (and whoever's sitting at them) are the ostracized ones ): ):and then guess who got to sit at one of those 2

2007-04-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

x you are only in my penumbra now says:i'm so scaredi will neverfind anyonelike ______ again.nothing close.sigh.i'll just be a sad old spinster thenHAHA4-H.S.G. [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] Andy - The road to hell is paved with good intentions says:i'm so scared, that you'll find someone like ______ again, who doesn't know how to treat you properlyword?so sweet though. (:much <3!

(SCAREDZ)

2007-04-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

do you think that there's something wrong with me if i tell you that i have read john rawls' articles on political liberalism, the overlapping concensus, and the idea of public reason TWICE now but still don't get it fully?i am disturbed because his articles are by far the only ones which i don't think i understand much of at all.AND WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU NEED TO REMEMBER SOMETHING WHICH YOU

): ):

2007-04-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.reading the SAF water dunking case makes me so so so so sad.poor boys.):"Various trainees who were subjected to the water treatment gave evidence in court. Lui Yong Fook was a qualified lifeguard who could swim underwater for over one minute without air. He testified that he was dunked five times for up to 30 seconds each time. He was hardly able to catch his breath and swallowed some

2007-04-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

i don't know what made me retain all that hope inside me.it never, ever works. hope never ever ever works.it just makes things worse.i should live my life like it's a series of sentences.i am always, always, in the middle of a sentence and the sentence hasn't been concluded unless something concrete drops.never, ever have hope and try to imagine the outline of the rest of the sentence that you're

sigh

2007-04-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

what can i say?i don't know what to say.all i know isi'm tired of sunsets.i need a sunrise.too many freaking sunsets this yearfeels like i'm living in darkness most of the time.meanwhile, the battle continues..tmr: 7am and i'll be OUT OF BED!!!! i swurrrz.gonna fight the battle at the sacred King Albert Park tomorrowz.wish me luck for a victorious day!

2am!

2007-04-15T02:02:00.000+08:00

i was out and about in town just now WHEN I REALLY SHOULD NOT BE since exams are round the corner and i can already feel their ominous aura.don't worry i wasn't the one who initiated the outing ohk i do have a certain level of self control and discipline still!but anyway to quote a certain year 2 senior who was on the dean's list last year: won't get retained one la. so chill.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

unusualz.

2007-04-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

the most exciting thing that happened to me today was the unusual bus encounter that i experienced on the way home from studying at one fullerton's starbucks (zzzz. studyz. zzzz)en route to the interchange, the bus driver stopped at this busstop and then SUDDENLY removed all the bus no. signs! he started by walking to the back of the bus first, removed that, then did the same for the one at the

attention please everyone

2007-04-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

this is a public service announcement.due to certain random and crazy things i was doing, i managed to discover this huge assed bug in msn messenger!!!!!!!!!! and there doesn't seem to be any way of fixing it....!EVERYONE PLEASE DO NOT DELETE SOMEONE FROM YOUR LIST THEN ADD THEM BACK AGAIN.because the sad thing is that even though you have added them back onto your list, you will NEVER, i repeat,

-

2007-04-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

it has been kind of weird lately.my lack of direction, my .... ineffective studying, my compulsive behaviour in surfing blogs/interesting blogs/checking out various livejournal communities/food blogs/fashion blogs yadayadayada.life hasn't been very productive lately.(squints)i feel like a waste of space, wasting my time away, creating more waste.I want so much to open your eyes. Because I need

today

2007-04-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

i feel ohk.i hope tomorrow will be an ohk day too.was gonna have this fullll blown nice entry with photos and stuff!but there seems to be some problem with the connection between my phone and the stupid computer sooo tmr yea? (:i've got time on my hands that i need to get rid of.sometimes everything just feels fucking gay.

everything; every thing.

2007-04-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

I will forget the boy who had a theory about finger lengths being related to gender, and how fiercely he defended it despite the huge volume of statistical evidence pointing to the contrary.I will forget the boy with a tiny crazy dimple below the left corner of his lips, which he insists is a result of his fats and nothing else.I will forget the boy who rejects my theory about how goatees trap

del

2007-03-31T02:02:00.001+08:00

ete.

i don't care

2007-03-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

justSTUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what!

2007-03-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

! you are kidding me!all smu kids are done with their exams by 20th april?med school is done with theirs on the 18th?WTF!!!we haven't even started ours then.....................!!!!!!sigh i can so foresee tough days ahead.on a (rather... interesting?) sidenote,today my sec 1 tutee told me that she has been asking around for the meaning of a particular word but everybody refuses to tell her what

2007-03-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

Everything tells me to walk away.My head began screaming weeks ago, "WALK AWAY WALK AWAY WALK AWAY BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE."Now the screams have faded into a dull monotone after being ignored countless times.And all I can do is stay, rooted to the spot, as something on the left of my chest starts to bleed.On some days, the wound seems to be healing, and the rate of crimson flow slows to a near

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

2007-03-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

not.but it's kinda what i feel like this week.everything to be done at my own time own target (or lack thereof!)which loosely translates to not doing anything AT ALL.however the sad fact of the situation is that moots are 3 weeks away and exams are 1 month away.this morning i had a little self-preach session which resulted in my resorting to scribbling down a whole list of things i'm gonna have

one-for-one deal in law school!

2007-03-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

today started off great!in preparation for a talk by a deputy public prosecutor,i decided to get some sugar peanuts so that i can chew on something during the talk.when i went to the vending machine with beeks, we discovered that there was a packet of sugar peanuts stuck in the machine! as in it kinda didn't fall down into the collection chute.(poor person who wasted money... that time my packet

muffled

2007-03-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

once upon a time, you let me into your heart.you gave me the master key that let me access every room within,save for one.you said, "it's best that you don't see what's inside that room. those that dwell inside, they will have no mercy towards you."i accepted it, just like i accepted everything i saw in your heart.those were happy days. days when i knew that when the world became too much to bear

my feelings and i

2007-03-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

are inconsequential.i have nothing that i want to say, although i admit that this is the third time i'm writing this entry.the past 2 attempts have been deleted due to my paranoid nature and my need to be... this way.the world, needs to get better soon.happy thoughts please.

love takes hostages

2007-03-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

"It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up these defenses. You build up this armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something like

2007-03-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

wtf my create new post page (this page) is all weird and screwy. but that's not the point!today a really funny thing happened to me while i was walking up to school. being the conscientious little shit that i am i decided to reach school 1.5 hours before class so that i can force myself to work on my memorial.being such an odd time that i was going to school, i didn't expect anyone to give me a

poo.

2007-03-13T09:13:00.000+08:00

NO TIME TO BLOG!days have been up and down and smoky.life needs to settleand i need to find my directionthink i already found it last night(:will have a better update soon? instead of a partial update during criminal law classBYE TAKE CARE!

no time to blog

2007-03-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

exactly as the title of this blog entry suggests.seeya after the biathlon this sunday!

crim law on a tuesday morning

2007-02-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

i read the wrong stuff for class today. read up on seminar 12: the defence of sudden fight.45 minutes into the presenting group's lecture i asked joan: eh... when are they gonna start on sudden fight how come they keep talking about provocation?????????!!joan : eh today is provocation what! why you read sudden fight for what? that's for friday's class!me : HAHAHAHAHAHa oh ohk.so i'm lost.anyway i

8-)

2007-02-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

i went on a book shopping spree just now!bought 4 books:The Tipping Point, Freakonomics, The Kite Runner, and The Undercover Economist!all books which i have been wanting to get in the looooongest time.and i did! all at one go! hahablew like 44dollahs on them. which is actually REALLY worth it cos that makes out to about 11dollahs per book? (:borders is the way to go! 8-)i know they are all kinda

2007-02-24T10:58:00.000+08:00

hello i need to study zzmore than anythingi wish i could make everything right for youthat's allit stopped being about me a long time ago

LOGISTICAL NIGHTMARE!!!!

2007-02-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

the title of this entry has nothing much to do with its actual content.i am not going to bore anyone with a blow-by-blow account of what i've been doing for the nus biathlon this week.just that... it's my current status. caught in a logistical nightmare...... zz. tired.ANYWAY MOOOOOOVING ONNNNNyesterday mei mei was damn retarded!me : hais die larh tomorrow morning have to wake up mother early

zzz

2007-02-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

my parents are damn zzzz.on the morning of day 1 of cny, my momster handed me a red packet. which i accepted.on the night of the same day, my dad handed me a red packet.me : .. huh but mummy gave already(cos throughout all these years they have only given me one angbao from the both of them!)dad : i know.. just take it.me : ohk.. thanks..(finds it a bit strange)last night my momster was kinda

for good.

2007-02-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

all the sorrow that lies right beneath your nose, that you cannot see.that you choose not to see.just like how we used to be in each other's lives.lying right beneath each other's noses.both unseeing.and we're going back to the way things used to be. erase everything. if it meant nothing to you, then why should i continue to let myself live in pain?i'm carving you out from my heart, for good.you

CELEBRATIONS! AND JUBILATIONS!!!!

2007-02-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO i have just submitted my memorial!!!!!!WOOOOOTZfirst in the class to submit haha just like for the previous statutory memorandum. i went to bangkok for the weekend so i submitted like on friday morning even though the deadline was saturday night 11.59pm as per normal.I FEEL SO RELIEVED NOW HOHOHOHO my holidays have just begun!!!!although there's a shit load of catching up to do and work to

seriously

2007-02-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

seriouslylast night i was damn traumatized.think i still am a bit traumatized.after finishing my part for fair comment (one main part of the paper that's due tonight), i DOUBLE SAVED it. one file in my laptop, the other in my thumbdrive.then i closed the windows (after ensuring that i had saved the file), and went to watch tv.hurh.. maybe i was being punished for getting my priorities wrong.but

rainy memo day

2007-02-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

ho!we are about a day away from having to submit our damned memorials.i am not done yet (doh! if i were done you'd be shocked. i'd be shocked too hahaha). but i am ON MY WAY. seriously.however i have also planned to watch tv and stuff later tonight.i know i have my priorities all wrong but then that's what makes everything fun isn't it?getting your freaking priorities wrong all the time, feeling

knock knock

2007-02-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

in the evening while i was on my way home from tuition i saw something freaking amusing (or maybe only to me hurh..)i was on the bus and then there was this smaller school bus beside the bus for a while (think jam along bukit timah road).on the smaller school bus there were boys ONLY. and the funny thing was that NONE OF THEM were in their seats. none of them were SEATED. they were either

date!!!!

2007-02-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

HOHO i went on a date today with meimei bello and nad!it was coooool (: i blew 200 dollahs on various items... bUT NO SHOES FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR THAT MAKES ME VERY VERY VERY SAD.the next few days are gonna be crazy and i just hope to get the freaking memowail out of the way so that i can have my peace of mind back...!!!!!p.s. today all the stuff i had on me that wasn't made up of my dna +

2007-02-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

i can hear something cracking inside of me.

busy

2007-02-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

this must be what busy as a bee feels like.well it HAS to be. because if this is still not what busy as a bee feels like then i'm not sure i can take it when that happens.URGH.and i can barely look at youbut every single time i doi know that we'll make it anywhereaway from here

tapdance of faith

2007-02-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

EHnot gonna have any hugely interesting posts until i get past the whole memowail stress shit.and it will be CHINESE NEW YEAR BY THEN!i have money, but no time to spend it.): a novel situation.ohk i hope all the law kids will have a memoriable (misspelt on purpose larh i am clearly not stupid!!!!) time. (:and everyone else happy mugging for whatever that needs to be mugged!PICTURE POST DURING

finally

2007-02-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

this shall be my LAST emo post. because i guess i have gotten over the shock of... everything. the last few days have been spent adjusting and accepting and thrashing things out with myself.... and i think i know what to do now. obviously not gonna tell you what i'm gonna do since i know you are definitely gonna read this and my decision has got to remain a MYSTERY!!!!! hahahah shit see i'm back

so

2007-02-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

we have come to the beginning of the end.today marks the first day since the end of last year that we didn't talk at all even though we're both in the same country.so...i guess it's your way of telling me that i should start hitting and spamming the DEL DEL DEL DEL BACKSPACE BACKSPACE BACKSPACE ESC ESC ESC ESC buttons now so that i can erase you from my life, to slowly forget.you can tell me

full of emptiness

2007-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

i'm better today.really really am.thanks everyone for the concern. i really really appreciate it.and at the same time i'm sorry. for making everyone so worried about me.i'm sorry i'll take better care of myself i promise.almost everyone seems to be up in arms against you but... i just don't.i'm not angry at all.i'm just sad.anyway nvm it doesn't matter what i think.i shouldn't love youbut i want

pain

2007-02-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

i am in pain. pain followed me around the whole of today.i woke up in the morning. stood up, and started to cry.then i dusted myself off and went off to school, determined to make the day work.the whole day it just felt like my shell was breaking. everything threatened to spill over.after the last class, i went to the toilet.there was a girl crying in the cubicle beside mine.i stared at the door

touched

2007-02-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

so over the weekend i've started reading my sister's keeper by jodi picoult (borrowed it from yuxie mama like 3 weeks back).it's a great book. there are meaningful quotes every few pages. things that you read and inside your heart this door opens. things that make you almost want to shudder in agreement. so i decided to share a few with everyone!!I wondered what happened when you offered yourself

hi

2007-02-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

sitting in crim law now having fun learning about the law while the presenter is either talking to the prof only or talking to the screen or talking to the table in front of her.seriouslyz.don't know why i'm being so bitchy so early on a friday morning but whatevz.recent entries have been emo i apologize. over the weekend i promise to put up PHOTOS from bangkok and shitz (: just to entertain.on

please

2007-01-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

because i don't understand how you'll be able to retrieve yourself from this situation.this situation when sometimes if i close my eyes i can almost believe that we're already together, minus the pure outright mush.i don't want to be left picking up the pieces once again. the pieces of my heart which i feel i am so close to placing into your open hands. don't pull back suddenly ohk?please don't

HOHO

2007-01-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

off to bangkok we go tomorrow morning!my memo isn't completely done yet. but i am already feeling quite high.was writing down the names of all the people whom i wanna get presents for (damn long list. like 40++ people zz) and i realised that i don't need you guysto actually get me something when you go on holiday.i will be satisifed just knowing that while you were compiling the list of people

happiness/fear

2007-01-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

i meant to write a good prose piece on the title (as indicated above). i tried playing around with words and metaphors, but i couldn't come up with anything good.i've decided that i'm just not the literary type who can come up with beautiful passages chocked full of deep meaning and thoughtful expressions.so i shall just say it like it is.happiness is when you feel someone stepping up so close to

Saturday.

2007-01-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

not doing any workcos i feel likeSaturday.(:hope everyone's feeling Saturday today (:

funnier than i am

2007-01-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

seriouslyz, i am not funny anymore.I STUDY SO MUCH NOW IT IS SICK.IT'S LIKE, I'M OBSESSED WITH STUDYING OR SOMETHING.the scariest thing is that nothing good may come out of all that studying, and i'll still be stuck with the same shitty grades at the end of the school year.but of course i'd rather not think about that thank you very much.that day we were all waiting outside seminar room 4-1 for

watery days

2007-01-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

rain rain rainthe sky seems to be forgetting that the rainy season's supposed to be over no?but because of the rain, i now have a common element linking my days the past first week of school!wednesday yuxie mama and i walked in the rain about 150m to her place from the busstop (so that we could embark on our baking adventure). the rain was coming in great sheets the wind was howling and we were

i realised

2007-01-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

because you know i always lose

more gross stuff!!!!

2007-01-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

i was talking to yuxie mama earlier in the day to tell her about my discovery regarding qing yang and her corresponding gross nicks!me: MAMA! do you know that if qing yang's the eucalyptus tree and you're the koala bear that means you EAT HIM?????????????yuxie mama: it originally means that he sustains me and i hug him forever (exact words. no paraphrasing done whatsoever). but gosh you are right

TOMORROW!

2007-01-07T15:29:00.000+08:00

hello the new sexciting school semester begins tomorrow!!!!i'm not prepared yet but i think i shall be a sick freak and start reading up on some stuff for classes tomorrow (:life has been good to me recently.i hope it continues!(:and and and have a great first sem everybody! p.s. will try my best to update as regularly as i can. really. hahahai hope my smile can distract youi hope my fists can

mushymushgrossez

2007-01-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

OMg!i swear that yuxie mama and cheong qing yang are the grossest people on earth!they look like normal people but actually they are not!!!!!yuxie mama's nick is something like'you are my eucalyptus tree'and cheong qing yang's nick is'and you're my koala bear!'OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAreally gross and mushy in a really sweet kind of way but WTH! hahahahap.s. i've decided that i

school!

2007-01-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

after my run today i was stretching at the fitness corner place and then i saw these two boys slumped over the sit-up area with a pile of papers and books!then i realised that they were chionging their holiday homework as school startsTOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ohk man we have all gone past the first day of school stage already~ clearly we are at a whole new level now.teehee.i'm happy (:

new year new year new year!

2006-12-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

last year i had a post titled 'new year's eve'(i know cos the title box above keeps cookies (: )this year..... i'm gonna sound happier yes? (:because i have grown up! MUAHAHAHAHAHA it's time for the big 2 ladies and gentlemen (: i think i feel alright cos i know i'm always 15 inside HOHOHO (:new year's resolutions! long list this year. most of which cannot be measured quantitatively, but can only

fuzzzzy

2006-12-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

i've begun writing the dates down in my organizer for 2007! yet another year awaits us. i think i've grown a little more over the past year. i am no longer as afraid of getting older, and i don't feel as terrified that yet another year has gone by us.i have this theory that the trick to not being so afraid of stepping into each new year, is to always remember that as you're leaving behind the

!

2006-12-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

kidz i'm too tired to blogSERIOUSLYz what is wrong with me!ohk man MERRY CHRISTMAS!MERRY BOXING DAY!!i promise to hand all of you a little bit of belated christmas cheer like, tomorrow.

(:

2006-12-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

heLLOOOOOOOO! please tell me that you also agree that JUDE LAW HAS GOT TO BE THE SEXIEST STEAMIEST HAIRY CHESTED MAN ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:usually i HATE, DETEST, ABSOLUTELY ABHOR men with hairy chests.but jude law can be the exception pls thank you.to verify this you may kindly catch The Holiday, which i just did.also, please check this (hrmmm for the boys. but also for the girls. i mean

stuck in a moment

2006-12-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

what i think i would do in these situations if i ever get caught in them (but hopefully i'll never ever be placed in that kind of situation la)Situation #1: i'm standing in the train near the door and then suddenly the door opens while the train picks up speedSolution: hold on to the nearest pole for dear life and clutch on to bag containing cell mp3 player wallet. ONLY LET GO OF VALUABLES WHEN

bottle of seven-up with a straw

2006-12-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!!!! bringing with me a greater number of photos than usual.and i guess i am a rather introverted photographer. i distinctly preferred taking photographs of things than people.well, here they are. a collection of the best photos that i have. (: we set offthe budget terminal is really very budget. what can i say? the slogan for the budget terminal is "Enjoy the difference!"HAHAHAHAHAHAHa

uh-oh!

2006-12-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

oops! i know i promised a picture post and believe me i TRIED VERY HARD to get it done! spent like an hour trying to load the photos from my phone to my pc BUT TO NO AVAIL!or rather i only found out about 10 minutes ago how to circumvent the problem but the thing is i gotta leave really soon for the airport...so......LOOK FORWARD TO THE POSTS WHEN I'M BACK FROM PHUKET COS THEY WILL CONTAIN EVEN

a million things

2006-12-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

i went down to yc after our final sem 1 paper (!!) to view the zimbabwe video with the rest of the interns.actually, before i saw the video it didn't sink in that we were going to watch OUR video. somehow my warped little mind which was bogged down with contract info failed to understand that we were going to watch a video of our time in zimbabwe! i kept thinking we were gonna watch some... ....

strange

2006-12-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened the past year. and now that the year is really coming to an end, some kind of 2006 closure entry should be due soon.i apologize for this very abrupt EMO entry that came out of nowhere.MUST BE THE STUDYING!i swear this feels like i'm dying.ONE DAY LEFT OF THE TORRID AFFAIR BETWEEN MCKENDRICK AND ME.

(:

2006-12-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why i'm so happy since i actually WENT OUT today and then when i got home i went to watch lord of the rings : return of the king on channel 5. despite having watched it before.what is my problem???ohk but at least after that i forced myself to sit down at my table and mug contract till 12++++am before i allowed myself to come online.BUT STILL!picture post coming soon keep your eyes

today is a good day

2006-12-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

1. i can finally empty my head of all TORTS (torts/thoughts...! PUN PUN PUN i am the queen of puns!!!! or not. ohk fyi torts = one of the modules that we're taking and we are NEVER going to take it again!!!!!!!!!! sigh i miss it already.)2. today was relack one corner day. sitting and pretending that we didn't have contract coming our way next friday... ignorance is bliss.3. watching happy feet!!

BLOG-EFFICIENT!

2006-11-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

OHK so today was a really really blog-efficient day!not only did i finally post after a month or so of complete and utter silence, but i also managed to fix the FREAKING TAGBOARD!!!ohk i shall admit that part of the reason why i didn't blog for so long was cos there was some problem with the tagboard. i think those who have been here in the past month would have experienced it too. the stupid

FATE IT IS!!!!!

2006-11-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

hello! random update cos i'm so excited and bored from trying to conquer vicarious liability (end leg of TORTS!!)!!! HAHA oh sorry i meant to break my blog-fasting with a really huge post full of photos but for now a text-only should sufficeANYWAYI AMVERYEXCITEDBECAUSEI MET THIS CUTE GUY LIKE THRICE MAN!!!!!you see i don't even study at the kent ridge campus, but 2 weeks ago, during my first

field of sunflowers!

2006-10-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

something makes me rather contented now. just this position here. not doing anything. not forcing myself to feel anything. just reading blogs, looking at pictures, thinking about nothing.i got my first A- in law school. for the torts test.hope there will be more to come, or maybe it's just my one-sho(r)t-wonder.kennedy: eh so how did you do for the test?me: A-kennedy: huhme: that's very nice of

long overdue

2006-10-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

long overdue picture post.filled with pictures which i took a rather long time ago except for a few.and just because i feel like it.what we did at uni's place (uh, only about 5 weeks ago)watch POWER RANGERS!!! gogo power rangers!!!!!!!play monopoly powerpuff girls edition (:and look! that's the infamous versace couch that we're in close proximity too!! haha some powerpuff girls lesbian action....

words of wisdom

2006-10-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

'its all ok, it will all be better in a whileyou just have to wait it outbecause its really what u think of yourself that mattersit doesnt matter what other people thinkjust be true to yourselfso if u really look at it that way. it takes many factors out of the equationok?'- joshua koh who has secretly already attained nirvana

hazy

2006-10-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

i crashed the whole of today.the feeling of being suspended and being lost in the middle of nowhere continues.whenever i drifted into consciousness from my sleep in the hazy afternoon, i would have random thoughts about little facets of my life.when i decided to climb out of bed at 4pm, i had porridge left over from lunch.it tasted sweet. momentarily i thought that someone had added sugar into

illumination?

2006-10-07T05:13:00.000+08:00

5am in the morning.it seems like i fumbled around for 3 whole months, not knowing wtf i'm doing.and then on the way home from zouk, someone said something.'always be true to yourself. be your own person.'and it hit me.i just kept quiet but i was... mulling over the words, wondering if this was the illumination that i had been looking for since school began.i can't explain very well what's wrong

unexpected illumination

2006-09-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

alex-and-er says:why you demand euphoria?i demand euphoria! says:hahait's from calvin&hobbes!(:calvin demands euphoria (:and not just happinesshaha we are greedy peoplealex-and-er says:truewe are greedy pplbut thats because most of the time we are starved of happinessi demand euphoria! says:... oh manthat's very deepi just spent about 2 minutes staring at what you typed and

last night's party

2006-09-25T12:09:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging cos i'm just sitting here after a rather crazy night at alex's house and i don't feel like hitting the books right NOW.i woke up at 10am just now, despite reaching home at 5am or so.i drank more last night than i've EVER drunk before. but no hangover! so i guess that's a good sign.if you can gauge how crazy a party was by looking at the amount of alcohol that was consumed, how does

how to cheat on your word count!

2006-09-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

desperate times call for desperate measures. you can talk to sam about this.i was in school early on friday and sam was sitting in the cafeteria staring intently at his laptop. the word count for his memo had overshot by 70+++ words.sam: .... how???? how do i cut out all these words??!?!?!?!??!me: hahaha i don't know lehhhh... cut out random parts? hahasam: .. hrmmm let me try something...(does

.....

2006-09-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

please click here to find out what has me rifled.booooo.....you're kidding me... right?!?!?!?????